2022.01.24 16:38 Bonus1Fact Jen Psaki Says "Underfunding" Of Police Departments Factors Into Rising Crime In Democrat-Run Cities ¦ GOPWR on Youtube
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2022.01.24 16:38 CSer125 Regice 2866 1046 4243
2022.01.24 16:38 Significant_Shock197 LIVE NOW! Fell free to join, I am playing Fortnite!
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2022.01.24 16:38 Silent-One-5119 House
She is live now. Complaining about people asking about the house. But she hyped it up the last couple of weeks. She is constantly posting about it and brining it up and then getting mad at people not respecting her privacy 😒
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2022.01.24 16:38 aphroditebite My mom passed away Tuesday night. We were estranged, but I’m her next of kin. What do I do, and how do I stop feeling guilty for letting her die to her alcoholism?
At 19, I ran away, and took on caretaking for my paternal grandpa. I know it sounds silly to say I ran away as an adult, but my mom sheltered me incredibly. I wasn’t allowed to drive, to work, to even leave the house. I lived out of a suitcase, and slept on the floor of our living room in a one bedroom apartment. The bedroom was hers. Before that, we were homeless, so I never complained.
Every day, I watched her drink herself to death. Every day, I expected to find her one of these days not just passed out, but dead. When I got the call two and a half years later, after I’d left, that she was in the hospital on life support, that her kidneys and liver had failed and she has severe sepsis, I wasn’t surprised, but I wasn’t sad, either.
Three days later, they failed to put her on dialysis due to her low blood pressure. They said in 48 hours, they’d know if it were to get better or worse. Two hours later, she went into cardiac arrest, but was revived. That’s when I knew that I wanted to see her again, even if her abuse had left me years and years, decades of pain to heal from. Her heart stopped an hour later, and I didn’t get to her in time.
She lived with her boyfriend at the time, an equally as questionable person, but now wasn’t a time to place judgement, I just have no idea what to do now. My moms family I hadn’t heard from since I had been 9 or 10, but they all reached out at once. Offered to pay for her expenses, helped me through the process, but I have no idea how to approach her boyfriend, how to ask about assets, how to ask about a family pet my mom held on to, how to ask about any of it. My father commit suicide, and I found him in 2015. Everything feels like it’s falling apart. I’ve lost both of my parents and I feel like it’s all my fault. Both of them. I failed both of them. They left me, they must have hated me, to have made me find him, to have chosen alcohol over me, and both of them died deaths I could have stopped. I just lost the grandfather I moved in with, too, and I just don’t know what to do.
I feel like, though I came to terms with my decision in leaving my mom before, if I had stayed maybe I could have fixed all of this. Maybe I could have made her love me, or be proud of me. Maybe I’d have at least been there when it happened. Did she die thinking I hated her for everything she’d done? Did I? I abandon her. Why did my parents, the only people who were supposed to love me, why didn’t they? Why didn’t I stay? Maybe I could have done the right things finally. What’s wrong with me? What do I do? How do I fix myself, how do I stop pushing people away?
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2022.01.24 16:38 TheExoplanetsChannel BREAKING - James Webb telescope just arrived to the Lagrange L2 point!
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2022.01.24 16:38 r1csfg Vocês já ouviram falar da cidade murada de Kowloon, um enclave chinês dentro de Hong Kong? Essa "cidade" de 26 mil m² chegou a ser habitada por 50 mil pessoas, e foi demolida em 1991.
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2022.01.24 16:38 anonymous-shad0w Can CBD Help Curb COVID? Maybe, But More Study Needed
2022.01.24 16:38 DateSuccessful6819 Kanye west and Julia fox
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2022.01.24 16:38 Throwawayr4rrrrrr Teachers are paid fairly
If you work 9/12 Month of the year, teach something that is supposed to be universal knowledge at some point, and aren’t teaching an advanced skill that requires years of understanding and practice; I think getting paid $33,200 for those 9 months is completely fair. They’re not breaking down theories that require advanced understanding or teaching advanced specifics in a field. They’re teaching you the hypotenuse theory and getting two hour long breaks between classes. Something everyone is expected to be able to understand. And most students will tell you that most teachers are phoning it in anyways.
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2022.01.24 16:38 macmicmac69 South Park
2022.01.24 16:38 heyalexa69 The News
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2022.01.24 16:38 JaXouNg Don't you guys think that, You know, give your builders a long deserving rest?
I mean, they work their butts ( and hands ) to protect your base and I would even think that the builder is better than the chief ( YOU ) itself. They just work, work, work and sometimes you will punish them, and give them steroids to make them work faster for you. I just think that all builders are equal to us and they NEED A REST ( pls take this not to seriously )
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2022.01.24 16:38 anonymous-shad0w England to Lift Travel Restrictions for Vaccinated Visitors
2022.01.24 16:38 Grouchy-Quantity-933 Can someone give me some good tips on indoor gardenia care?
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2022.01.24 16:38 JamesBaySF Listing this week
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2022.01.24 16:38 ProfessorBeast55 How do I generate a random number, perform insert operation, and print to all the elements in the list?
Here is my code:
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import random import timeit start = timeit.default_timer() def Rand(intial_val, final_val, N): res =  for j in range(N): res.append(random.randint(intial_val, final_val)) return res N = 1000 intial_val = 1 final_val = 10000 print(Rand(intial_val, final_val, N)) stop = timeit.default_timer() print('Run Time: ', stop - start)
2022.01.24 16:38 Bonus1Fact Jen Psaki Says "Public Health Officials," Not Parents, Make Best Decisions For Kids' Health ¦ GOPWR on Youtube
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2022.01.24 16:38 anonymous-shad0w COVID Vaccine Hesitancy Falling Faster Among Black Americans Than Whites
2022.01.24 16:38 VloneHxte ✅$5 entry fee. (805vids, 70 mega links in chat). 🟩 Only HMU PAYMENT READY
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2022.01.24 16:38 Emo_Brie The Worst Timeline | 2036 Democratic Primary
President Dwayne Johnson has seen a smooth first term, accomplishing several legislative goals, reducing political polarization and congressional gridlock, and rallying up an international coalition for fighting climate change. Johnson was able to implement middle and lower class tax cuts, subsidize domestic green energy and retrain former fossil fuel workers for working with renewable energy, and most notably implemented a mixed-payer universal healthcare system, which enraged the far-right but proved very popular with the rest of the public. Overall, Johnson is a very popular president.
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2022.01.24 16:38 EgweneMalazanEmpire African wild dog (Painted wolf) - mixed media - David Skidmore
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2022.01.24 16:38 Rob_Ott18 A NE Texas sunset
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2022.01.24 16:38 venatorius35 orta şiddetli öksürük ve iştahsızlık var önerisi olan var mı
2022.01.24 16:38 Blondskunk A beautiful starter home nestled in the 1.18 terrain! What do you think?
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